As I write this I realize that I have had no time for anything lately except the Think Tank work I've been knee deep in since 8 weeks ago. No time for typepad, no time for email, no time for Orkut, no time for taking long walks, and no time for going out to the numerous parties people are very generous to invite me to. What's amazing to me is how quickly time flies: has it really been 8 weeks since I left KnowNow?
I'm about to hop on a plane that takes me back to New York for a week to celebrate my grandfather's 90th birthday. (Coincidentally, Omar turns 40 this week and Rohit gets married next week and Xander just had a baby -- all of which are life-affirming but make me think about the Big Picture questions of why am I here and what should I do with my remaining time here?) My other grandfather lived past 90 as well, and it makes me think: What would I do with another 56 years?
The first thought that popped into my head comes from Rob Rodin: "Any framework that provides for common understanding and allows for healthy debate must accommodate the truthful admission, I don't know."I don't know what I would do with another 56 years. I don't know that I'd live any differently than if I knew I only had 5 years -- or 5 months.
I'd probably continue to do what I'm doing now. Help people. Block some things, and unblock some things. Pay down debt. Challenge convention. Listen more. Increase happiness. Give love to those in need.
Still, life isn't about having the right answers. It's about continuing to ask the right questions.
Um...you left KnowNow?
Posted by: Emy | June 25, 2004 at 05:05 PM
Yes, I did. And now I find myself busier than before I left! Isn't it ironic? Don'tcha think??
Posted by: Adam | June 30, 2004 at 11:12 PM